Update....

Well it's been a long time since my last post and I was recently encouraged to pick this up again - I'm thankful for that encouragement because I do really need the outlet. There is way too much rolling around in this head of mine and let me tell you that's dangerous! I've always been a big journaler and thought thinker....but often times all this stuff was stuck in my own head and I need to get it down on paper!

So let's see...can I catch you up to speed?? In the past 6 months I've....

•  had a beautiful baby girl in June - Gabriella Rose!
• gotten little to no sleep - while I listen to my husband snore or complain that he's tired...Dios Mio!
• cried over the smallest things.....yelled over the big things
• thought I was losing my mind (the jury is still out on this one)

There is a reason why we forget how hard the first year is after you have a baby....because if you remembered you would never do it again!!! I've gone days without showers, questioned if I brushed my teeth or my hair somedays and wondered if I would ever feel normal again. I think I have a new defintion of "normal" thesse days. Now I'm just happy if I've had 2 meals and I have matching socks on!

No but seriously it's so worth it! I love my little family (not my husbands snoring let me go on record as saying that) - they make my life what it is. Yea my house isn't as clean as it used to me, I have bags under my eyes that no amount of make up can cover and none of my clothes fit yet - but it will all fall back into place! (It will right?)